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May 23, 2005 16:13

why would a woman refuse to tell her boyfreind that she loves him in front of another man?

why would a woman refuse to tell another man that she has a boyfreind?

these are the two main questions that i need awnsered. i feel like behind these words is a avalache waiting to fall on me, and both of us are afraid to pull the stone that hold the mountain in place. i tell her how i feel, and that these things are tearing me up inside, but she tells me "I know" does "I know" mean "good, i hope it hurts?
in one week i get on a bus back to vegas, and i need these questions awnsered before then. hell, i need these questions awnsered right now, because my heart has hurt so much in the past few days that i started spitting up blood today, and it hasnt stoped.
if this is revenge, then you have it.
if this is indifference, then why do you tell me you love me when your alone?
is this a check to see if i feel?
my heart is breaking apart, and i dont know if any of it will be left by the end of the week.
i need these questions awnsered sheri. i dont know what to expect, and i feel as though this bus trip is the last mile i walk to my death sentence. half awnsered questions are not going to help either of us.
i need the truth... will someone deliver?
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