up n down
so, sometimes i feel the eyes on me and a enemy, people looking at me like i'm a fuck up, and at other times i feel that i'm accepted and liked. at frist i thought that it was paranoia, after all, we all know i am. but then i realized, THESE PEOPLE ARE DRUNKS!!! of coarse in the morning they look at me like scum, it's how they feel, but at night, after several drinks, they become ok with life, and in turn, ok with me. thats why i feel welcome at one momment and like a roach at others... their just a bunch of druggies in denial!!! ha! i feel like shit again... why did i ever accept the pill mick offered? oh well, it's just a matter of days... again. god damn i wish i could escape to that castle in the sky...