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[shoesforthefeet]

this fucking thing. I have nobody to talk to so i guess this is the best bet even if i dont' want half the people who read this to know. Everything pisses me of so much i walk around so angry all the time. I am sick of it. All the shit i can't control i wish i could and all the shit that i can control i dont'. You can want somehting so fucking much but it just wont happen. I try helping everyone as much as i can and it gets me nowhere. I try being really nice to people but no one appreciates it the way i want them too. I have no one to talk to, everyone i talk to either doesn't knwo what to say or they just say stupid shit. Its not their fault but what the fuck am i saposed to do. I feel so shitty all the time. I need to stop a lot of things and just forget about a lot of things but i just can't do it. I thought going to vermont and maine would help but it didn't i feel so much worse now.

Pretty much its just i feel like shit all the time except for when one thing happens and then when i find out or i know that it is going to be over soon i get really depressed.