An update
Work: I feel like I have established a good image with my brand manager and direct coach, but I'm not too sure whether others will feel like I'm a good cultural fit or not. The work has bee refreshing different from consulting and marketing at GE in a way that humbles me and reminds me that I really haven't worked for that long. That said, I am so glad that any bit of insecurity have can be somewhat downplayed or at least understood as me being a bit on the younger side. Anyway in 2 weeks I will know whether I'm on track or not for an offer and that will be the first moment of truth. Today though my brand manager said he was smiling on the plane because he was happy with my one pager reco on NASCAR. And he said I already have a good presence. Yay!
Home: traveling for 10 days has been so healthy for me. Living at home hasn't bothered me yet again but then again I haven't been here for very long again.
Health: something may be wrong with me. Have been coughing for three weeks now. I think this week it is starting to be a real cold whereas before it may have been allergies or something. I also hate that I have no discipline in working out....
Love: it's too drastic a difference for me once he left for Singapore. I feel very much single - and frankly, a bit neglected or avoided - but perhaps all of this is purposeful. Who knows. But ultimately I am happy because I do see the value in really feeling single because I didn't get that after breaking up with Louie. So this is my time to become my own self again.
School: maybe because its so far away but I do kind of feel like school is a lower priority for me these days. First and foremost I am identifying as a professional right now. That said, I am a bit excited to get back and learn things, but I admit that a larger part of my longing to return is still tied to me wanting to reunite with him, blah. However that feeling is slowly eroding with each day of us not chatting. Man I thought he was different. But maybe all guys do inherently suck at long distance.
Home: traveling for 10 days has been so healthy for me. Living at home hasn't bothered me yet again but then again I haven't been here for very long again.
Health: something may be wrong with me. Have been coughing for three weeks now. I think this week it is starting to be a real cold whereas before it may have been allergies or something. I also hate that I have no discipline in working out....
Love: it's too drastic a difference for me once he left for Singapore. I feel very much single - and frankly, a bit neglected or avoided - but perhaps all of this is purposeful. Who knows. But ultimately I am happy because I do see the value in really feeling single because I didn't get that after breaking up with Louie. So this is my time to become my own self again.
School: maybe because its so far away but I do kind of feel like school is a lower priority for me these days. First and foremost I am identifying as a professional right now. That said, I am a bit excited to get back and learn things, but I admit that a larger part of my longing to return is still tied to me wanting to reunite with him, blah. However that feeling is slowly eroding with each day of us not chatting. Man I thought he was different. But maybe all guys do inherently suck at long distance.