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i am feeling out of it today. i managed to get out of going to work for the most part; i stll need to go in and take care of some minor things.
i have worked 15 days in a row, and a good majority of those days have been 10+ hours. no wonder i feel so out of it today.
i found myself in a strange mood, i started to weep while drawing earlier today in life drawing...its okay because i sit off in a corner as most of the people in my class are a bunch of untalented and rude jackasses. i wasn't really sad about anything, i was just drawing lips and the waterworks started. maybe it was a combination of the music i was listening to and my stress melting away, cause i did feel a bit better afterwards, and i dont think anyone saw me anyways.
i have to finish my drawing of the skeleton by wednesday and continue with my facial studies...i feel like deja vu as i did all of this stuff on my own a few years ago...we are even using the same reference materials that i was using.
i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard
way down, way down
i have worked 15 days in a row, and a good majority of those days have been 10+ hours. no wonder i feel so out of it today.
i found myself in a strange mood, i started to weep while drawing earlier today in life drawing...its okay because i sit off in a corner as most of the people in my class are a bunch of untalented and rude jackasses. i wasn't really sad about anything, i was just drawing lips and the waterworks started. maybe it was a combination of the music i was listening to and my stress melting away, cause i did feel a bit better afterwards, and i dont think anyone saw me anyways.
i have to finish my drawing of the skeleton by wednesday and continue with my facial studies...i feel like deja vu as i did all of this stuff on my own a few years ago...we are even using the same reference materials that i was using.
i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard
way down, way down