When I sleep I am near to you
Well I finally have time for a proper post. Finals are over and it doesn't look like I failed anything. Yay! Today is Ryan and I's one month anniversary. It seems like much longer. I spend literally every day with him. And even though he will irritate me I still miss him whenever I leave. Last night I left his house and I felt like crying. And I didn't know why. I forgot what it is like to be so wrapped up in someone. I forgot what it is to be in a serious relationship. He is the only one I haven't cheated on. Or had a back burner guy. He even met my grandpa. My mom is saving up for the wedding. It is amazing what love does to a person. How it can clear up so much..but the fear of losing it is horrible. Lets all hope it works out. He is the most thoughtful sweet human I have ever met. No one treats me like him. He really treats me like I am his princess. I love him.