Oct 06, 2005 15:55
GRAH!!!
This girl named Sara at the college wants me to be her personal therapist. I arranged for her to meet with a real therapist. But that isn't good enough. She want me to "hang onto her"--"never let her go"--"be her friend forever".
Sara needs to understand that I am not a great friend. And I'm not good at small talk. And I'm not a good therapist. I don't want someone being attached to me like that. Makes me feel responsible for her. And I don't want that. Not that I'm selfish or a bitch--but I've played this game before. And I'm not going to get fucked into everyone else's problems again.
Oh yeah, and she's bi-sexual and has a crush on me. I have nothing against gay/lesbgian/bi-sexual whatever. Let them be happy. But I don't want any of it. I have a hard enough time around guys...let alone girls.
I am so frustrated with people.
Oh yeah, and asshole Chris is sending me messages via Facebook. I guess he feels lost without me. Maybe he should have thought of that before he treated me like shit. Or maybe he should quit whining.
Oh, I'm being to hard on everything. People are really pissing me off. At least these two are. I don't want to be anyone's parent.
Yuk.