May 06, 2010 14:26
I am the opposite of that. I have to courage. That is exactly why I always get made used of / taken advantage of. Sigh.... What am I supposed to do? I want to be able to defend and protect myself. I am already turning 21, and some other younger kids can do way much better than me. I need to make a change.
Today, I must start to try and be more gutsy. I will force out all the courage I have in me, even an ounce will suffice. I will fight for my rights and not fall back in fear of the consequences.
I wish with all my might that you are by my side. At least I would feel better in your presence.