Feb 09, 2010 16:55
I am starting to not miss LJ anymore! Bad thing.
That's what happens when you get tumblr.
Anyways, I'm ill. Mentally physically and emotionally.
I'm a fucking cripple ye know.
Mentally? Cus I can't find any inspiration at all. It isn't easy at all to come out with something fabulous enough to impress people and make them want to use your work or think that you've got what it takes to make it big. I'm so drained and stressed out. )8 physically?! I had fever last night. I woke up in the middle of the night to a fever. I haven't had fever for a really long time now. I don't even remember when was the last time. Had to go to work still. I've no choice. I don't want any pay-cuts. Emotionally, hmm... I just miss you alot. I hate counting down to the weekends. I want to be beside you every second and it sucks when I've to go back home at night or when you've to leave to go to the hostel. I just fucking miss you.
Draw. Paint. Colour. Read. Research. Submission. Enrollment. Under-graduate(hopefully). How much more time do I have left? This really is bad timing for me.