Jan 20, 2008 19:33
I'm lonely here. I have friends, I have a great roommate, I even have friends from home around, but I am missing a few key people. I don't have a best friend. Usually I'm okay with that, but I'm okay with it because at home I have several people who I consider my fairly perfect matches. I can count on them to be there, to listen, to hang out with at any time, to never be too busy or have something more important to do when I really need them. Here I have friends, but I don't have that person. I can't find people to go to stupid chick flicks with, and most of my other friends have either a boyfriend, the "best friend" that I am lacking, or both. Which leaves me, not sad or pathetic, but just a little bit lonely. Most of the time it's fine, but sometimes I just want that specific person or two that I know completely gets me, that is my person. I'm not talking about a boyfriend, because while that would be nice, I'm no codependent slouch. I'm okay on my own. I would just really like to find my person, my people.
Sorry for the ridiculous emo entry, I'm not looking for comfort here, just statin' the facts. The End.