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Mar 03, 2009 15:12

Everyone's been sort of stressed out, and there are a lot of new people, and Nanako-chan mentioned that she wanted a cake. That and the fact that White Day is coming up made me think that we should have some sort of casual party for everyone, that I could cook for in practice to White Day. That sounds fun, right ( Read more... )

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prodigal_axe March 4 2009, 02:03:14 UTC

You need something?

1/2 shockinglycool March 4 2009, 02:05:24 UTC

[Going over it in his head now, gj being nice and friendly to start this off maybe this was too soon thinking thinking]

shockinglycool March 4 2009, 02:05:47 UTC

I wanted to apologize for getting you mad at me.

prodigal_axe March 4 2009, 02:16:22 UTC

For... not sure I get it.

shockinglycool March 4 2009, 02:18:10 UTC

The other day.

I'm sorry for getting you mad at me, I'm sorry for lying, and I'm sorry for losing my temper back. And then I'm also sorry for... trying to avoid it childishly. But I was talking to Naruse and... I just felt like I had to apologize. Even though it's probably too soon.

prodigal_axe March 4 2009, 02:39:59 UTC

That part I got.

If you're sure, then fine. But the part about me getting pissed off... that's not your fault. Didn't last long.

shockinglycool March 4 2009, 02:41:16 UTC

...If I'm sure?

You didn't get mad spontaneously.

prodigal_axe March 4 2009, 02:53:40 UTC

'Probably too soon.' If that means you didn't want to yet.

Tch. Yeah, but I don't need people apologizing to me cause I got mad.

shockinglycool March 4 2009, 02:55:30 UTC

No, it means I wonder if you don't want to yet.

I caused you to get mad. That's what I'm apologizing for. For... lying to your face. And then saying stuff to provoke you more.

prodigal_axe March 4 2009, 03:01:28 UTC

Can't say I hold grudges long.

So that's why you said that shit. I guess I wondered.

shockinglycool March 4 2009, 03:03:07 UTC

It's hard to tell with you sometimes.

I lost my temper a little. I'm not proud of it. But that guy was yelling at me and I could barely understand one word in five, and... the whole vision in general...

prodigal_axe March 4 2009, 03:10:19 UTC

Is that so?

That's what you call 'losing your temper?' You seemed real in control to me.

shockinglycool March 4 2009, 03:14:11 UTC

You kinda... yeah.

I was intentionally saying stuff I knew... yeah. That was me being a little angry. [Bitter, bitter tone:] It's better than I don't lose control.

prodigal_axe March 4 2009, 03:21:18 UTC

...

Tch. Sorta figured that was your way of hitting me back.

People shouldn't lose control like that. But... getting a little pissed isn't the same thing.

shockinglycool March 4 2009, 03:24:06 UTC

It's worse than hitting.

I've lost control once. I'm... [...] I can't get angry. I can't allow myself to get angry. I don't want to be, ever. Even if it's just a little. Even if it's nothing compared to... I was talking to Naruse about that and... so I kinda realized. That I was doing it wrong.

prodigal_axe March 4 2009, 03:30:14 UTC

It can be, yeah.

... That's not gonna work. If you don't let yourself get pissed off it just builds up. Maybe if you find some other way to deal.

I've... had that happen, too. Then again you know that.

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