Apr 16, 2003 23:07
tonight was really shitty
i thought about a lot
my legs are so gross
they are disgustingly pale and are covered in scars and cuts, dried blood and bruises
no one is going to see these. never.
i wish i could look in the mirror for more than twenty seconds
i wish i was skinny and i wish maybe one boy would like me
but most of all i want to gauge out my eyes and go blindingly shoot people
yeah fuck you God