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my mind revolves around boys, any time i'm left to my self...boys are on the mind...sometimes i feel like everything somehow reminds me of some boy, or someething that happened when i was with some boy...i remember when things happened in terms of who i was dating at the time...in the year of 2004, there were a total of about 4 weeks when i was single...and in those four weeks i was already sure who would be my next boyfriend...I'm sick of it...
And so, i have come to the decision that i want all this to change. I'm not going to date or go out with anyone until i'm used to not being with anyone, and i'm going to do ewverything i can not to talk about or think about boys...i just played guitar for about 45 minutes and it was a nearly a success...unfortunatly i'm working with ashley pestana today and she just talks about her boyfriend non-stop, which will lead me to thinking about potential dates or previous boyfriends...i'll have to be strong...i dont know why i'm telling all of you this..
And so, i have come to the decision that i want all this to change. I'm not going to date or go out with anyone until i'm used to not being with anyone, and i'm going to do ewverything i can not to talk about or think about boys...i just played guitar for about 45 minutes and it was a nearly a success...unfortunatly i'm working with ashley pestana today and she just talks about her boyfriend non-stop, which will lead me to thinking about potential dates or previous boyfriends...i'll have to be strong...i dont know why i'm telling all of you this..