Emotions
I am a needy person. I need to be loved the same way that I love others. Last night that love failed me in more people then I ever could have imagined. I'm almost done reading this amazing book called "Tuesdays With Morrie". Its deffinately one the greatest books that I have ever read and I highly reccomend it to every one in the world. To make it very basic, it has all of lifes lessons in one book. It's not that long, maybe roughly 200 pages, but its incredible. There is this one part where Morrie is talking about his regrets. He and his wife, Charolette, had these friends who they were very close with, then they moved away. After they moved the two couples didnt talk much but they still kept in touch. Then Charolette was diagnosed with cancer. Their friends never called to see how Charolette was doing, so naturally, Morrie and her were very upset and HURT by their "friends" actions. A few years later Morrie discovered that his friend had cancer and died. His regret was never making up with his friend, becuase life is too short, sweet, and precious to waste on such things. It's an amazing book.
My point is, I feel like no one cares about me and I've never felt more alone. All I want is for people to talk to me. As soon as we talk, I should be fine. But I'm so hurt that I can't make the first step. So I'm asking you all, as my friends (tear) to talk to me about this, PLEASE. This is my desperate cry for help and I hope you realize it when your reading this.
Some thing else that I wanted to say is that I hate Live Journal. I wish we all had the guts to say things to each others face. I would really liketo talk to each of you individually. Just to talk, get reaquinted with each other since i've been feeling so detached from every one. *sigh* I'm waiting as long as it takes.
My point is, I feel like no one cares about me and I've never felt more alone. All I want is for people to talk to me. As soon as we talk, I should be fine. But I'm so hurt that I can't make the first step. So I'm asking you all, as my friends (tear) to talk to me about this, PLEASE. This is my desperate cry for help and I hope you realize it when your reading this.
Some thing else that I wanted to say is that I hate Live Journal. I wish we all had the guts to say things to each others face. I would really liketo talk to each of you individually. Just to talk, get reaquinted with each other since i've been feeling so detached from every one. *sigh* I'm waiting as long as it takes.