What the FUCK!

[shocka1901]

I know i made a mistake! Isnt tht obvious enough! ilost 2 of my best friends in one fowl swoop and now im sitting here crying over it like i have a right to be upset. I dont know what to do and all every one keeps talking about is how much I fucked up. Im a fucking nymphomaniac and i cant help it! Every thing ive ever done with that kid ive

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This is bull shit tommy

[shocka1901]

I asked you many times to talk and u wont answer my phone calls you nevercall me you never give me a chance! Pete is the second best friend that i lost. I didnt write any of that for attention! all that was for tommy to read and i dont know how to make this shit private. I have been trying to say sorry tommy but you wont listen! You listened to will nad pete listend to me and yes he is mad at me and he probably always will be. We have been friends for longer then u and will have and longer then me and will have but apparently that doesnt matter to you. You know my whole family and i know your whole family and to methat makes you family. I wouldnt care if will hated me cuz hes an asshole and we are supposed to be best friends. Tommy you never told us not to have sex you said that you werent going to have sex. And we both agreed that we could never have sex. WTF. this is still fucked up becuase your mad at me and not will and for some fucked up reason it iseasier to forgive him then it is to forgive me. Thats where this gets fucked up even more! how does that work? Also I wasnt trying to use the nympho thing as an excuse i was merely just saying it. What the hell else am I supposed to say. Just like I told pete, it meant absolutely nothing to me and i would have forgotten about it if no one cared and that would have been it. So basically if I never tell anyone anything then it can never hurt any one. Tommy at least I didnt lie to you when you asked me. And when you left I wanted to talk to you but i couldnt find the words. P.S. tommy I am a baby but at least Im mature enough to fess up to my mistakes. I havent lied to any one about this. THe story that i heard is that you said that me and will started kissing forst and then he told poepel that me and you started kissing first. To tell you the truth I have no fucking clue what happened I dont remember tiny unimportant details like that. I know it makes me look bad but the only reason that no oneis mad at will isbecuase he does this sort of thing all the time and its like just becuase I dont normally do it Im the bad guy.

This is bull shit amber

[freakydork]

do you know why tommy forgave will and why he is still mad at you? and i'm not talking about the sex part. if you don't know then i don't think you could write this all.

and if it didn't mean anything to you then why have you hooked up with him so many times and then had sex with him? i mean if he didn't mean anything to you then you shouldn't have even talked to him.

and about this business that he's a waste of a hot body. you don't know him very well. he's a good guy. Yeah i'm a little bias cause I'm his sister. but all that means is i see all the sides of him. he's a great kid when you see the good side of him and every girl he is with sees that side of him. you are too arrogant to get to know anyone you do something with.

and sex is supposed to mean something. why the hell would you just do it and forget about it? that makes no sense what so ever.

Re: This is bull shit tommy

[gooberpunk87]

you called once an hour later but my phone was wet on on the fritz! and you didn't leave a message either! um well i am mad because well what you did was really stupid however i am not mad at will because he put forth the effort to make up, you just assume everything is fine. It was so much easier to forgive will because i ve known him for like a year and we're not best friends, i was pissed cuz that night we talked for like 2 hours but i don't have as much history with him like i do with you he doesn't know me inside and out like you do, i can't be as upset with him because he didn't know how i felt however you did. I do still wanna be friends this isn't worth losing our friendship over but its seriously going to take time, and a lot of it! and you and pete do need to talk and we need to talk and you and will need to talk and then when pete finally talks to will this will all be over with but i ll give it a good 5 monthes or so.

amber i am sorry that i more mad at you than will but you know more about how i felt its like you betrayed me, but you called once also and the fact that i would never do something like this to you, just makes it that much harder to forgive you.