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Is there a point to any of this? I wish I could just give up because that is pretty much the only thing that makes any sense at this point. Everything I do I am mediocre at at best. There is nothing redeeming about me. I wish people could just vote me off the island and get it over with instead of continuing this false pretense that there is hope in life. It doesnt matter what I do anymore. Hell, I could not leave my room for a week and nobody would give a rats ass. Hell, there would probably be a party celebrating the fact that nobody has to see me for a week.
Tomorrow is Thursday. Thursday always makes me feel better. But there are only 3 more such Thursdays, then they are gone forever, along with whatever semblance of a life I might possibly have. Sometimes I just want to pack up and leave this god forsaken life behind. Go somewhere and get a minimum wage job and be nobody. At least then there wouldnt be any pretense, no bullshit. And best of all: no hope.
I am so tired of living this worthless life.
Tomorrow is Thursday. Thursday always makes me feel better. But there are only 3 more such Thursdays, then they are gone forever, along with whatever semblance of a life I might possibly have. Sometimes I just want to pack up and leave this god forsaken life behind. Go somewhere and get a minimum wage job and be nobody. At least then there wouldnt be any pretense, no bullshit. And best of all: no hope.
I am so tired of living this worthless life.