(no subject)
Despite running into one or two people determined to have a bad time, the ball was a lot of fun. I would have gone even if they weren't promising us goodies. But on that subject, I can't believe I owned something this nice. I wonder if it was delivered to me by mistake? Jewelry seems more like something a princess would get. Maybe it's Estelle's? Although the setting does look sort of familiar...
[Private, hackable]
So I didn't pass the auditions after all. I blew it before the final round even started. And I thought the president liked me. The second round was a test I couldn't have passed even if I knew about it before hand. To love and want to be loved by your fans, or your customers, or anyone in this world... I don't think I've ever thought of that. Even when I worked at the inn I didn't work hard for the people there. I just wanted Shoutaro's parents to like me. Everything was for him. And after what Shoutaro did I don't have the desire to love anyone anymore. If I don't have such a basic *human* desire, what exactly does that make me?
[ooc: 3% memory gain of failing the auditions and going into a slump. 13% total, 3% remaining. The item she got back from the ball is a necklace she made with the stone Ren gave her for her birthday.]
[Private, hackable]
So I didn't pass the auditions after all. I blew it before the final round even started. And I thought the president liked me. The second round was a test I couldn't have passed even if I knew about it before hand. To love and want to be loved by your fans, or your customers, or anyone in this world... I don't think I've ever thought of that. Even when I worked at the inn I didn't work hard for the people there. I just wanted Shoutaro's parents to like me. Everything was for him. And after what Shoutaro did I don't have the desire to love anyone anymore. If I don't have such a basic *human* desire, what exactly does that make me?
[ooc: 3% memory gain of failing the auditions and going into a slump. 13% total, 3% remaining. The item she got back from the ball is a necklace she made with the stone Ren gave her for her birthday.]