brain babble
I can't sleep.
Thinking about future events which aren't even planned yet!!
and im thinking about my new Moleskine journal (which is still empty ... i feel guilty that it is, yet, don't know what I want to use it for.)
and im thinking about people. too many people. old and new. current and recurrent. im thinking about the conversations I want to have with them. I have things to say. I'm thinking of things I will have to say to certain people in regards to the future unplanned event mentioned above. I'm thinking some of these conversations will siginificantly change the status of my relationship with that person. yikes.
thinking about future events that are planned, to some degree... grad school, moving, Judas ... all of which require further action on my part. thinking about the status of my school, currently... and the sad shape of ITS future. (both the part that I cannot control and the part I have some say in). I think i need to set the record straight with a certain someone with initials for a name.
maybe it's all the pollen and resulting allergy meds ... or maybe I am dreading this lunch tomorrow ... maybe I am disappointed in tonight's office ... or maybe i need new pillows, again ... maybe I used the word 'that' too many times in this post, and will result in a lack of sleep for the coming week.
perhaps i am just bored with this lull in activity.
Thinking about future events which aren't even planned yet!!
and im thinking about my new Moleskine journal (which is still empty ... i feel guilty that it is, yet, don't know what I want to use it for.)
and im thinking about people. too many people. old and new. current and recurrent. im thinking about the conversations I want to have with them. I have things to say. I'm thinking of things I will have to say to certain people in regards to the future unplanned event mentioned above. I'm thinking some of these conversations will siginificantly change the status of my relationship with that person. yikes.
thinking about future events that are planned, to some degree... grad school, moving, Judas ... all of which require further action on my part. thinking about the status of my school, currently... and the sad shape of ITS future. (both the part that I cannot control and the part I have some say in). I think i need to set the record straight with a certain someone with initials for a name.
maybe it's all the pollen and resulting allergy meds ... or maybe I am dreading this lunch tomorrow ... maybe I am disappointed in tonight's office ... or maybe i need new pillows, again ... maybe I used the word 'that' too many times in this post, and will result in a lack of sleep for the coming week.
perhaps i am just bored with this lull in activity.