Goodbyes SUCK!
I am horrible with goodbyes..ugh, I HATE them! I am so excited to get to central, but at the same time, I dont want to leave some people. Abby came over Sunday night and she was so sad. It broke my heart. She doesnt want to go to school (there is a lot of reasons) and I just feel bad for her. I told her I would keep in touch with her and that I would visit her. Sister, we need to take some road trips this year.
I had lunch with Stacey today and that was nice. I am going to miss her. We didnt get to hang out too much this summer, but yet she is the kind of person that always calls and always wants to know how I'm doing. She is going to Hope where Csernai's, my brother, Angie..you know some of my favorite people are, so I will be SURE to visit there. She said she is going to be at central a lot to see me too. Of course we all say this now, but I REALLY want to stay in touch with people this year.
Tomorrow I am going to have to say goodbye to my grandparents. I am taking my grandma (dad's mom) out to lunch and saying goodbye to her....then my other grandparents are coming over. It's going to be hard to say goodbye to them because we are REALLY close. My grandma still isnt doing well at all. I brought her flowers yesterday and she started crying. She told me she didnt know what she would do without me. :( Yeah, it's going to break my heart leaving her. She isnt doing well at all, and with all of us gone she is going to be sad, and man...if something happens to her, I dont know what I will do. I love her SO SO much!!
Last night Dean was supposed to take me out to dinner. We had A LOT to talk about and this was my chance to say goodbye to him. So he told me to meet him at Bennigans and I was on my way and he called "Hey katie" in the saddest voice ever. I was like "I can tell this conversation is going to go well" and he told me that Gina *his girlfriend* found out he was taking me to dinner and got pissed and well..we didnt go. He called me like 3 times last night telling me how sorry he was...he even drove out to my house, but I wasnt there. My dad called "Katie, why is dean in our driveway?" Poor kid. He needs to get his shit figured out. Boys with girlfriends...STAY AWAY FROM ME. They are trouble...I know for a fact.
My dad finally built me a shelf for my desk at school. I was just expecting something small..but the man built me one that is like 4 feet tall. I was like dad I am going to have to stand on my chair to reach the top shelf. I have to paint that today. Marge wants to do something tonight, and I should go over there because this will be our last night together. Tomorrow is family day. As horrible as this sounds, and I feel like a bitch, but I wont be that sad to leave Marge. I dunno maybe its because she was gone all summer so I am just used to not having her around, but it's just like eh, no big deal. She keeps saying how much she is going to miss me and I feel bad so I say "Yeah, me too!" but in all seriousness it doesnt bother me. Oh lord, I have issues.
Alright, well I just got my computer hooked up at the house. I have no more internet at the cottage :(!! But I will update later when I get some time!
I had lunch with Stacey today and that was nice. I am going to miss her. We didnt get to hang out too much this summer, but yet she is the kind of person that always calls and always wants to know how I'm doing. She is going to Hope where Csernai's, my brother, Angie..you know some of my favorite people are, so I will be SURE to visit there. She said she is going to be at central a lot to see me too. Of course we all say this now, but I REALLY want to stay in touch with people this year.
Tomorrow I am going to have to say goodbye to my grandparents. I am taking my grandma (dad's mom) out to lunch and saying goodbye to her....then my other grandparents are coming over. It's going to be hard to say goodbye to them because we are REALLY close. My grandma still isnt doing well at all. I brought her flowers yesterday and she started crying. She told me she didnt know what she would do without me. :( Yeah, it's going to break my heart leaving her. She isnt doing well at all, and with all of us gone she is going to be sad, and man...if something happens to her, I dont know what I will do. I love her SO SO much!!
Last night Dean was supposed to take me out to dinner. We had A LOT to talk about and this was my chance to say goodbye to him. So he told me to meet him at Bennigans and I was on my way and he called "Hey katie" in the saddest voice ever. I was like "I can tell this conversation is going to go well" and he told me that Gina *his girlfriend* found out he was taking me to dinner and got pissed and well..we didnt go. He called me like 3 times last night telling me how sorry he was...he even drove out to my house, but I wasnt there. My dad called "Katie, why is dean in our driveway?" Poor kid. He needs to get his shit figured out. Boys with girlfriends...STAY AWAY FROM ME. They are trouble...I know for a fact.
My dad finally built me a shelf for my desk at school. I was just expecting something small..but the man built me one that is like 4 feet tall. I was like dad I am going to have to stand on my chair to reach the top shelf. I have to paint that today. Marge wants to do something tonight, and I should go over there because this will be our last night together. Tomorrow is family day. As horrible as this sounds, and I feel like a bitch, but I wont be that sad to leave Marge. I dunno maybe its because she was gone all summer so I am just used to not having her around, but it's just like eh, no big deal. She keeps saying how much she is going to miss me and I feel bad so I say "Yeah, me too!" but in all seriousness it doesnt bother me. Oh lord, I have issues.
Alright, well I just got my computer hooked up at the house. I have no more internet at the cottage :(!! But I will update later when I get some time!