Summer days..
I was going to update earlier, but then my "bipolar" comment would have been true, and I didnt want that haha. I was so mad though. I was going to take a bubble bath, but I really needed to use the phone. I HAD to call Katelyn, I wanted to call marge, and I had to call my fetus!! But my mom had been on the phone for seriously like 2 hours..but when I went to use the phone I couldnt because "Joey might be calling!" Who cares he just left what do you need to say to him anyways?! Seriously..I was pissed. So I laid in the bubbles for seriously about 5 minutes, but I was too pissed, and got out and just took a nap. I slept from 7-10:32. I told my mom to wake me up at 10, but that didnt happen. Now I wont be able to sleep tonight, but oh well what else is new.
I called Dean today to talk...i miss him. But, he wasnt home, and well he still hasnt called me back...and i know he had to have gotten the message. I dont know whats going on there. Marge and I havent been on the best of terms the last few days. I called her the other night about my grandma and she wasnt paying attention. I HATE when you are talking to someone about something serious and they are laughing and carrying on another conversation with someone else. Ugh, you want to piss me off just do that. So I ended the conversation and wouldnt answer the phone when she called back. I was just too pissed and didnt want to say anything I would regret. So I got home and she was online and we tried talking but it wasnt working and I just wanted to go to sleep. The next night was when I went to Paul's and she called me 3 times within 5 minutes, and then later that night she left me 5 voicemails. She knew I was out there, she knew I just needed to relax..I just dont get it. I tried calling her tonight and she is out with some people. I am sure this will all blow over, but i just dont really want to deal with it right now.
I was talking to Chad and we were actually getting along. He is in Florida right now with his dad, and he seems to be doing well out there. He wants me to fly down and see him, I wish I could. That would be so much fun..but there is too much going on, too much money, too many things getting in the way. Oh CMU how I long for you. How I miss EVERYONE, and EVERYTHING, and snuggling with my fetus and talking about world issues...ok not really world issues, just ours haha! I miss it
Well I have another early morning tomorrow! Just me, betty, and lynn tomorrow at work *the two old ladies!* Betty is Dean's grandma and probably the cutest thing in the world. If you heard her life story you would wonder how she did it, and why she is so happy....it's amazing. I love her! I'll update tomorrow!
I called Dean today to talk...i miss him. But, he wasnt home, and well he still hasnt called me back...and i know he had to have gotten the message. I dont know whats going on there. Marge and I havent been on the best of terms the last few days. I called her the other night about my grandma and she wasnt paying attention. I HATE when you are talking to someone about something serious and they are laughing and carrying on another conversation with someone else. Ugh, you want to piss me off just do that. So I ended the conversation and wouldnt answer the phone when she called back. I was just too pissed and didnt want to say anything I would regret. So I got home and she was online and we tried talking but it wasnt working and I just wanted to go to sleep. The next night was when I went to Paul's and she called me 3 times within 5 minutes, and then later that night she left me 5 voicemails. She knew I was out there, she knew I just needed to relax..I just dont get it. I tried calling her tonight and she is out with some people. I am sure this will all blow over, but i just dont really want to deal with it right now.
I was talking to Chad and we were actually getting along. He is in Florida right now with his dad, and he seems to be doing well out there. He wants me to fly down and see him, I wish I could. That would be so much fun..but there is too much going on, too much money, too many things getting in the way. Oh CMU how I long for you. How I miss EVERYONE, and EVERYTHING, and snuggling with my fetus and talking about world issues...ok not really world issues, just ours haha! I miss it
Well I have another early morning tomorrow! Just me, betty, and lynn tomorrow at work *the two old ladies!* Betty is Dean's grandma and probably the cutest thing in the world. If you heard her life story you would wonder how she did it, and why she is so happy....it's amazing. I love her! I'll update tomorrow!