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Jun 20, 2005 13:02

im bored.
so heres some things that have been on my mind:

before i said i was sad about leaving high school.
the more i think about it the happier i get.
high school was full of drama bullshit that im glad im done with
fights over stupid shit
fights over stupid boys
crying over stupid people
bitching about plans

im glad im almost completely done with all that.
i'm in a new stage of my life.
my boyfriend is not only that, hes my best friend.
im getting ready to go to college and learn how to be something for the rest of my life.
i grow more confidence in myself every single day
and doing the same old things just arent fun for me anymore, i like this change.

i can already see that a lot of people arent done with the drama.
i can already start to see a lot of things changing by the end of summer.
there are only a few people that i know that are on the same level as me.
those who arent there yet, dont understand me, therefore they get mad at me.
...causing drama.

i have a new theory about my life
'if it feels good, go with it.'
my cousin carla used to always say that, and she was completely right.
for those who dont realize it, life is too short to fight.
why waist time fighting with the people you love?
its stupid.
i am finally starting to see that life is all about having fun.
it really is.
its also about the relationships you build.
i for sure do not want relationships that are full of fighting.
some of the relationships i have with people have turned into that lately.

what i do is what i do.
what i want to do is what i want to do.
i relaize its not what other people do, or want to do.
but this is me.
if you dont like me, then dont yell at me about it.
you are wasting both of our time.

i dont understand people and their morals anymore, i erally dont.
all i know is that i love myself.
i love my morals.
and i love the life that i have been living lately.
i wouldnt change a thing about it.
for those who have a problem with that, too bad.
im sick and tired of being persuaded
and i feel that the years ive lived where i let people do that to me were a waste.

from here on out i am sticking up for me.
im being me and sticking with it
and i am not going to let anyone tell me what to do
when to do it
who to hang out with and when
who to be and waht to beleive in
and what i too little or too much of.

fuck that.

i love myself, and thats that.
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