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it's been a long time since i last wrote. a lot has happened. i moved out of my house, although i'm back in. i dont work at wetseal anymore, i work at the verizon arena. me and Ben are engaged. i've been hanging out with different, better people, no more franki and tylor and shit like that, i mean i love them to death dont get me wrong just alot of shit went down that i didnt like. i still feel the same inside, although looking at it i think i feel it more. i miss all my old friends like jen, franki, tylor, theresa, aj, ally, travis, all of them, never had as much fun with anyone like i did with them. but shit happens i mean jen stopped talking to me when ben got outta jail and i asked her for my jeans back. franki stopped talking to me when he found out me and ben are engaged. tylor stopped talking to me bc franki did, he's franki's bitch, oh and bc he has some little fuck buddy. me and theresa havent talked since her and josh broke up. i still talk to aj at times. ally doesnt talk to me really anymore bc we dont see each other anymore and she has my jeans, plus she got in a car accident with T. Travis, well what's there to say about what happened with Travis, to be honest nothing did, well i mean sure he did something totally wrong and he has to deal with the outcome of it, but he's not and he's running from the outcome and moving to Florida with Josh. but i've been hanging out with ed, carlos, tyron, jen [different one], alex, zach. shit even me and jenna stopped hanging out, none of it being my fault though, she's going out with Myke and hangs out with him everyday, so she's blowing off her best friend for her boyfriend. well, the only thing i wrote here that really bothered me and hurt real bad was about Travis. i'm gonna go now bc i cant take even thinking about it. i mean how would you feel if one of you're really really and i mean really good, close friend just up and moved bc he didnt wanna go to jail? it'd hurt, right? now you know how i feel