ok so im at my moms office
because i have nothing to fucking do. caroline is in ankara, people are home, but i dont have the energy to call them, well actually im going to when i get home because im so incredibly bored. so bored ugh
and i have two american spirits left and they dont sell them here in turkey so i was thinking of just finishing them and getting it over with
today
my friend thinks i should order them
im not ordering cigarettes haha
im listening to a REALLLLLLY sad song callled february or a song by someone called february, i dont know, but its sad
i miss a lot of people a lot
esp ppl who are transfering, im really going to miss grace and alisha, even though i only got to know them at the end of the year, i have a feeling were going to be friends for a long time.
i just keep picturing knox the last couple days i was there minus packing and tests, and how perfect it was in a way. eveyrone was hanging out with everyone, i was with the people i love the most and i didnt have to worry about most things that i have to worry about when im home as dumb as they are, like wieght, my parents, showering, when should i smoke, when should i not, going out and getting there (ugh such a pain) and everyone living in other areas of the city and not seeing my friends everyday, balh i should stop complaining, but im sucha complainer.
tonight i might go out tho, that should cheer me up and then i have to start WORKING
eck
baby sitting and working at a pre-school
pleck, kids in the HEAT, but it pays well and its not for very long so whatev, and theyre foreign kids
i joined a pool and gym, so i should start going to that
i should also email the minutes from our last meeting that was a million days ago, sorry
i miss TSO, i love u guys!!!!!! we have to keep in touch
i really want some coffee
i have to go work out soon
this is a WIERD lj entry, hehe
im really mad at some people, u know who u are
marius is coming soon, i cant wait to go down south, grill burgers at my house, drink beer, shmoke a little and pass out on the beach, then head into the main part of town and stay at a hotel, which caroline organized, and do the same things, just in public, haha
i was thinking about piercing my belly button, once i can see it, haha, who knows, my sister did it and it looks prettyy cool
i had a wierd dream last night, left me feeling TRES wierd when i woke up and a little sad.
i heard the song by "the game" in the car on friday night, made me feel wierd, yea so.
ahaha fyi i just read my lj entry over and if u didnt know me and u read this u would think i was TOTALLY wierd, but im really not, i just think lj is stupid, but i feel that i have to update, so i do and my entries are very random, i have to work on that.
but for now
im going to be online a little more, work out, shower and go shopping
peace out
and i have two american spirits left and they dont sell them here in turkey so i was thinking of just finishing them and getting it over with
today
my friend thinks i should order them
im not ordering cigarettes haha
im listening to a REALLLLLLY sad song callled february or a song by someone called february, i dont know, but its sad
i miss a lot of people a lot
esp ppl who are transfering, im really going to miss grace and alisha, even though i only got to know them at the end of the year, i have a feeling were going to be friends for a long time.
i just keep picturing knox the last couple days i was there minus packing and tests, and how perfect it was in a way. eveyrone was hanging out with everyone, i was with the people i love the most and i didnt have to worry about most things that i have to worry about when im home as dumb as they are, like wieght, my parents, showering, when should i smoke, when should i not, going out and getting there (ugh such a pain) and everyone living in other areas of the city and not seeing my friends everyday, balh i should stop complaining, but im sucha complainer.
tonight i might go out tho, that should cheer me up and then i have to start WORKING
eck
baby sitting and working at a pre-school
pleck, kids in the HEAT, but it pays well and its not for very long so whatev, and theyre foreign kids
i joined a pool and gym, so i should start going to that
i should also email the minutes from our last meeting that was a million days ago, sorry
i miss TSO, i love u guys!!!!!! we have to keep in touch
i really want some coffee
i have to go work out soon
this is a WIERD lj entry, hehe
im really mad at some people, u know who u are
marius is coming soon, i cant wait to go down south, grill burgers at my house, drink beer, shmoke a little and pass out on the beach, then head into the main part of town and stay at a hotel, which caroline organized, and do the same things, just in public, haha
i was thinking about piercing my belly button, once i can see it, haha, who knows, my sister did it and it looks prettyy cool
i had a wierd dream last night, left me feeling TRES wierd when i woke up and a little sad.
i heard the song by "the game" in the car on friday night, made me feel wierd, yea so.
ahaha fyi i just read my lj entry over and if u didnt know me and u read this u would think i was TOTALLY wierd, but im really not, i just think lj is stupid, but i feel that i have to update, so i do and my entries are very random, i have to work on that.
but for now
im going to be online a little more, work out, shower and go shopping
peace out