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May 25, 2005 15:41

So, one more day and it's over. Boy am I so excited yet, at the same time, I am not. I get to be the old one-it's wierd! I've been the little one for the past 3 years always having someone ahead of me. this may sound a little corny but i felt protected by all my older friends for some reason- just like comfortable knowing that they were they and were older. Now, I am that person I was always feeling comfortable around. It's really hard to explain. I guess for that reason I ahve been really emotional the past few days. Sure the pressure of all the pointless semester exams is playing around with them as well, but friends-well more like a friend- who I know is not giong to be ther next year is making me sad! I see him and it's the last time I see him standing there during 3rd period where I can make fun of him yet I know if I ever need anything he'll be there! And reading what people write in my 'yearbook' just make me want to cry but I love it! AH I SO CANT EXPRESS MY FEELINGS haha. I'm talking like all the seniors are going to die! but they're not! but I'm acting like they are when theyll all only be a few hours away after the summer. bleh!

BUT ANYWAYS-no more confusing myslef and you!- THIS START OF SUMMER IS GOING TO BE GREAT! Starting with Friday, I will have a whole week and a half of hanging out with band people who are graduating! (so I dont know why im so sad yet!). Practice Friday morning for disney and then to Crackel Barrell we go with Stephen and Ryan and the section I believe. Then Saturday we have graduation (ah!!! this is my last year of playing at that thing- next year I'm walking it!), then sunday get ready for the trip, monday AUSTIN for state, and TUESDAY WE LEAVE FOR DISNEY FOR A WEEK!!! wooohoooo!!! BONDING TIME WITH BAND KIDS! i'm so excited! but for the rest of the wweek until monday I'll be working every night at the slab so yall better come visit!!

Ah! one whole year has past by in a flash!
SUMMER 2005 HERE WE COOOME!!
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