Sep 30, 2006 17:50
So first off, I didnt get the part. She single cast Mama and Louise (with understudies) and double cast the smaller roles. I dont understand why she does that, but whatever. I am Mazeppa, the stripper. Hopefully I will be able to actually learn how and play the trumpet on stage. That would be hella exciting. Oh well. So basically I will be in a total of 10 minutes of Gypsy. Oh well, I was bitter but now I am over it.
I was talking to my voice teachers and my family and I realized that I really have nothing to learn anymore at Company. It is time to basically move on. I am going to start moving onto "bigger and better" things. I need to practice with auditions and get my name heard. I will still do the summer show, but probably not the spring show. I dont wanna sit around and wait for a lead, when I can go to a semi-professional company and get more of a challenge. It would be better to be the weakest in a show so I can learn from the best and challenge myself.
Right now I am in Seattle because my bro bro just got his "White Coat" for Dentistry. The ceremony was hella tight. I took pictures and will post them when I get home. I miss everyone and am freaked out cause I am missing school on Monday. I have 3 tests on Tuesday and will be "reviewing" for them on Monday, which means that I will miss everything. I need to keep my grades up. I hate the whole idea of grades, it should be about learning, not about the grade. The pressure is already loading up and I am only a first semester junior. People are already asking me what colleges I want to go to. Ah. Someone save me. I know I want to apply to UCSD, UCLA, Cal, Univ of Wash, Univ of Michigan, and probably NYU (for the hell of it). Those are all really good schools (probably my reach school, well some of them) and I need schools that I like and that I can depend on.
Arg. Okay that was my last thought of college for a while. Okay. Peace out.
Sarah