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Philip and I decided to break up tonight. Its for the best and since we are already divorced in some ways this is much less painful than the first time. Well in a lot of ways because for one thing this time I was the one who made the decision and it wasn't because either of us was unfaithful, we just seemed to have reached the end of our reconciliation and things didn't feel right enough anymore for me to continue. I'm glad we gave ourselves this chance and it made the holidays a lot more fun I think because we tryly enjoyed eachothers company but the wounds that I hoped would heal over the last few months only scarred over with really big scars. I won't ever trust him again like I once did and I have the confidence in myself to pursue other things for my life.
Big changes to start 2009 but I think I am ready. Might be hard to sleep tonight so if I'm sleepy at work tomorrow Commissioner just throw some coffee on me to wake me up lolhaha!
God Bless
Big changes to start 2009 but I think I am ready. Might be hard to sleep tonight so if I'm sleepy at work tomorrow Commissioner just throw some coffee on me to wake me up lolhaha!
God Bless