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I am feeling so tired today and it's probably because I slept too much this weekend. I did go to church yesterday, and it was such a pretty day that afterward a lot of us gathered at the picnic tables to chat and enjoy the sunshine before heading off to eat lunch. I went with the group that ate at Denny's because I was in the mood for some hash browns and nothing else would do lol!
I never did call Philip back at all and am embarassed to say that I spent most of the weekend under the covers watching tv with Bella instead of going out and keeping busy. I think it may have been depression which I have been taking Wellbutrin for that made me feel so tired. I don't know if maybe I should get a higher prescription or if it's normal to still have some lows even on anti-depressants. It was very hard for me to get up and ready for church yesterday but I am so glad I did it anyway, because I felt so much better afterwards. I almost called Philip back then but thought I didn't want to ruin it since I was happier and anyway if what he wanted was really important he would have called back but he didn't. Sometimes I wish he and Julie would move away to another state.
I watched a movie that made me so sad and I cried until my head was aching but I had no idea it was going to be tearjerker. It was a movie called Click with Adam Sandler so I thought it was going to be a comedy. I guess it was a comedy mostly but there were some very, very sad parts and by the end of it I was crying so hard that Bella started to wimper lol. I had to tell her everything was ok! Anyway it was a pretty good movie and really makes you think and I called my parents the very next morning just to tell them that I love them because basically the movie is about how life is too short and we have a tendencey to push ourselves through it too fast and miss the important moments. I would recommend it but if you watch it be sure to keep some Kleenexes close by lol haha!
I never did call Philip back at all and am embarassed to say that I spent most of the weekend under the covers watching tv with Bella instead of going out and keeping busy. I think it may have been depression which I have been taking Wellbutrin for that made me feel so tired. I don't know if maybe I should get a higher prescription or if it's normal to still have some lows even on anti-depressants. It was very hard for me to get up and ready for church yesterday but I am so glad I did it anyway, because I felt so much better afterwards. I almost called Philip back then but thought I didn't want to ruin it since I was happier and anyway if what he wanted was really important he would have called back but he didn't. Sometimes I wish he and Julie would move away to another state.
I watched a movie that made me so sad and I cried until my head was aching but I had no idea it was going to be tearjerker. It was a movie called Click with Adam Sandler so I thought it was going to be a comedy. I guess it was a comedy mostly but there were some very, very sad parts and by the end of it I was crying so hard that Bella started to wimper lol. I had to tell her everything was ok! Anyway it was a pretty good movie and really makes you think and I called my parents the very next morning just to tell them that I love them because basically the movie is about how life is too short and we have a tendencey to push ourselves through it too fast and miss the important moments. I would recommend it but if you watch it be sure to keep some Kleenexes close by lol haha!