Feb 18, 2007 23:36
I need to see a doctor. I have some serious depression going on and I don't like it.
I feel so shitty for so many reasons.
Evan and I broke up and that was devastating. I don't know what to do with that...
I can't find a job.
I don't have a car
I don't have money
I don't know anyone up here.
I HATE LIVING UP HERE!
I feel so useless
So forgotten
Lonely.
I start having some serious break downs and I just cry and cry
Untill my eyes are dry because there are no tears left and it just hurts
I wish I could stop feeling so a lone.
I don't leave my house for days on end...
I can't take it anymore.
I am going crazy...
I'm having a break down at 19
Please make it stop.
I need to see a shrink... again
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