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Jul 02, 2010 14:01

Holy crap, WHY AM I SO FREAKING IRRESPONSIBLE?

I piss myself off so much with the things I do sometimes.

I shouldn't really complain because, you know, I'm the one making the decisions here, but God dammit self, YOU'RE ALMOST AN ADULT. MAYBE IT'S TIME TO START ACTING LIKE ONE.

rl: i hate me sometimes, rl: real life

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hope_assassin July 3 2010, 08:52:10 UTC
W-whut? O,o What happened? Dx Are you alright? Dx

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shmobeline July 3 2010, 14:34:22 UTC
Nah, yeah, it's all good. It was just one of those times that I wished I wasn't indulged quite so much during my childhood. I'm a youngest child, so I was never given much responsibility, and when I was I often got away with shirking it, and now I just suck at acting like an adult, hehe.

But I suppose at least I know that, and next time I come across a similar situation I think back to yesterday and make a better decision.

Growing up is hard to do, I guess, especially when sometimes I don't want to be grown up yet.

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shmobeline July 3 2010, 14:35:14 UTC
And thank you. :)

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hope_assassin July 4 2010, 22:49:41 UTC
I wonder if you'll believe me if I tell you that I feel the exactly same way.

I, on the other hand, am an only child and have been pampered as well, just probably differently than yours. :D And I am coherent and intelligent enough to realize that becoming a part of the real world is going to be harder for me thanks to that pampering.

But I do firmly believe that realizing what you lack is the first (and big) step towards taking care of fixing it, so heads up, m'dear~ There's still lots of hope for the two of us. :3

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shmobeline July 7 2010, 12:46:14 UTC
Sorry for the late reply. I just don't really know what to say in response. Thanks so much for the solidarity. ♥

I think you really hit the nail on the head. I'm so thankful that I'm mature enough to acknowledge my behaviour, and... fdafhgilenvef

I don't know. I really have nothing to add. You and me, we can be pampered-childhood-buddies. xP *hugs*

Wow. Talk about first-world problems though. Complaining because we were indulged as kids. Haha.

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hope_assassin July 8 2010, 00:57:29 UTC
Heheh, as I said, you can always count on me for understanding. :333

And I don't think it's about complaining here but more like realizing one's faults and wishing they weren't there? People who need to undergo strife even for their daily bread can't afford character polishing, for more reasons than one. xD;;

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shmobeline July 8 2010, 01:26:58 UTC
Yeah, I guess that's true enough, but objectively it feels like that's what we're doing, lol. But no, yeah, I see your point.

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