We won't stop until somebody calls the cops
Every time I try to save up, something happens and I have to pay for it. It seems like my bank account is cursed so that every time I reach a thousand dollars, I immediately have to spend something.
Fuck. I hate this.
And I can't be the only one here who feels totally clueless about their future. Maybe I'm the only one who is willing to admit it. I can't be the only one. Fuck you all, who are pretending to be totally secure about your futures.
Here are two things I've been wanting to buy for the past THREE years:
A video Camera, and a visual arts tablet. I can't afford them right now because I'm saving up for a trip. But I think I should buy them because both of them represent things I'm good at and I think I could potentially make money off them. I don't think that counts as frivolous spending.. if I went on a trip I'd take the camera with me. And I'm good at drawing. An arts tablet would help encourage that. I'm not ME when I'm not creating something.
DEAR GOD, I WANT TO SAVE UP.
BUT IT'S CALLED FUCKING CAR INSURANCE. FUCKING CAR SERVICING. FUCKING REGO. FUCKING BILLS, BUS TICKETS AND FUCKING PETROL. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. LET ME SAVE UP MY FUCKING MONEY, YOU ARSEHOLES OF THE UNIVERSE.
Fuck. I hate this.
And I can't be the only one here who feels totally clueless about their future. Maybe I'm the only one who is willing to admit it. I can't be the only one. Fuck you all, who are pretending to be totally secure about your futures.
Here are two things I've been wanting to buy for the past THREE years:
A video Camera, and a visual arts tablet. I can't afford them right now because I'm saving up for a trip. But I think I should buy them because both of them represent things I'm good at and I think I could potentially make money off them. I don't think that counts as frivolous spending.. if I went on a trip I'd take the camera with me. And I'm good at drawing. An arts tablet would help encourage that. I'm not ME when I'm not creating something.
DEAR GOD, I WANT TO SAVE UP.
BUT IT'S CALLED FUCKING CAR INSURANCE. FUCKING CAR SERVICING. FUCKING REGO. FUCKING BILLS, BUS TICKETS AND FUCKING PETROL. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. LET ME SAVE UP MY FUCKING MONEY, YOU ARSEHOLES OF THE UNIVERSE.