it's been awhile
Wow...I've really neglected my journal. Haha...I wonder if anyone still even reads it. Well, here's the update on my life:
I'm in my final semester of college, huzzah....I shall graduate in August. It seems so far away. I'll probably come back home to Pensacola for anywhere from 3 mos. to 1 1/2 years. Hopefully only 3 months, hehe. I still don't know where I'm going to work, or how I'm even going to go about finding a job, but hopefully things will fall into place. I really wish I could stay in Tallahassee so I could keep going to Life Church, but, I guess we all have to grow up and move on at some point in order to achieve what we really want in life. I'm going crazy looking for a summer job. My car is gone forever now, so it's almost impossible to get a job that is more than a mile away from my place. Stupid college students who have cars and steal my jobs -_-. I'm also giving a voice recital on June 9th! I'm a little scared because last semester, I was given all new repertiore, and five of the ten during the last week of classes. A little scary. So, today is my first lesson in which I will begin learning one of those five new songs. I keep forgetting to register for this recital, so really, I'm just hoping that June 9th will still be open :-P. Christian and I are great, but I'm definately beginning to realize how much work relationships are and how much they change throughout time. There's so much excitement in the beginning, and then things just become sort of normal and relaxed. Which is great because you're so comfortable around each other. And now we're at some point that I don't even understand :-P. Oh well, I'm happy :-). Hrm, what else....I miss dancing like crazy, but I know that I'll probably never be able to do it again :-(, but it's nice thinking about it from time to time. I have all of my dance junk at home that my mom keeps begging me to get rid of, but I can't make myself part from them. My point shoes are worn in just right, and my tap shoes are my treasure, haha, all 5 pairs of them. Each works for a different sound and technique. And then the bijillion leotards and chiffon skirts that I collected. I guess whenever I get married or move into a place of my very own, I'll be forced to purge myself of many belongings, most of which I'm perfectly fine with throwing away or selling....BUT NOT MY TAP SHOES!!! Speaking about one day having my own place. I cannot wait until that happens!!! I would love to have a place of my own that I can decorate and make all homey...and find a cute little lab puppy to put in it, hehe :-). I like how I started an update on my life and it turned into my daydreaming, haha. Time to get back to work :-P.
I'm in my final semester of college, huzzah....I shall graduate in August. It seems so far away. I'll probably come back home to Pensacola for anywhere from 3 mos. to 1 1/2 years. Hopefully only 3 months, hehe. I still don't know where I'm going to work, or how I'm even going to go about finding a job, but hopefully things will fall into place. I really wish I could stay in Tallahassee so I could keep going to Life Church, but, I guess we all have to grow up and move on at some point in order to achieve what we really want in life. I'm going crazy looking for a summer job. My car is gone forever now, so it's almost impossible to get a job that is more than a mile away from my place. Stupid college students who have cars and steal my jobs -_-. I'm also giving a voice recital on June 9th! I'm a little scared because last semester, I was given all new repertiore, and five of the ten during the last week of classes. A little scary. So, today is my first lesson in which I will begin learning one of those five new songs. I keep forgetting to register for this recital, so really, I'm just hoping that June 9th will still be open :-P. Christian and I are great, but I'm definately beginning to realize how much work relationships are and how much they change throughout time. There's so much excitement in the beginning, and then things just become sort of normal and relaxed. Which is great because you're so comfortable around each other. And now we're at some point that I don't even understand :-P. Oh well, I'm happy :-). Hrm, what else....I miss dancing like crazy, but I know that I'll probably never be able to do it again :-(, but it's nice thinking about it from time to time. I have all of my dance junk at home that my mom keeps begging me to get rid of, but I can't make myself part from them. My point shoes are worn in just right, and my tap shoes are my treasure, haha, all 5 pairs of them. Each works for a different sound and technique. And then the bijillion leotards and chiffon skirts that I collected. I guess whenever I get married or move into a place of my very own, I'll be forced to purge myself of many belongings, most of which I'm perfectly fine with throwing away or selling....BUT NOT MY TAP SHOES!!! Speaking about one day having my own place. I cannot wait until that happens!!! I would love to have a place of my own that I can decorate and make all homey...and find a cute little lab puppy to put in it, hehe :-). I like how I started an update on my life and it turned into my daydreaming, haha. Time to get back to work :-P.