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woah need a real update..here it goes
i have become absolutely oblivious to all drama around me. so if it seems that i dont care...its because i dont. my current mind set doesnt allow me to be angry or upset about anything, and ive realized that everything will eventually straighten out so theres no point to making a big deal out of it. so if we're fighting or something, do not expect any sort of action from me.
perfect example of the above stated: jimmy and i made up today after not talking for a few weeks. t'was all random, i saw him in the hall during class on the way to the bathroom and now we're friends again.
track is finally over, now i can "do what i want to". yeahhhh right. i have so much fucking work to do: french project due wednesday, i-search final draft due friday, powerpoint group project due soon, need to raise geometry and chem grades, my euro history project...jadflkajjkghakfdgasjdclajdkhaekahdfgajdf
and im so so tired. i need summer. and speaking of that, its probably gonna suck. i wanna come back at the end of july and my dad already made reservations for the 26th but my mom wants to get rid of me till august 15. and i dont wanna be gone that long, i want to come home. i dont really care im comming home on the 26th and thats it.
i want to see my friends. i have no time during the week. this friday i have to stay after to take 2 chem quizes, get help with a lab, and some of the notes i missed. after that i will probably come home and collapse. saturday is the 6 flags trip...that will possibly be fun. and then sunday i have 3 or 4 projects/papers to do. next weekend hopefully we'll have a sleepover at alyssa's on saturday, which will be followed by another project filled sunday. joy joy joy. not to mention i have to start studying for finals. AHHHH *screams and punches the pillow* *deeeeep breath* 20 more school days, just 20. and i leave for bulgaria in 31 (counting weekends)
hmm i also want academy to start. yet i dont. i dont know i wanna see what its like. im really really excited about my electives: ballet and FLAMENCO!! woot its gonna be sweet.
okay now that i have bored you to tears with my rambling (i think this is my longest post ever) you can leave me comments and make me feel awesome.