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[shmem]

I'm tired
tired of this routine
of the ones I love
of caring
of not caring.
tired of being done
but it being not quite over.
School days and resumes
the cold,
feeling old.
All i really want to do is lie in front of the TV
eating Doritos
All I really want to do is sleep through the week
sleep of this tired.
All I really want to do is tell people to fuck off
when i just don't want to look at their faces any more.
I want there to be no such thing as time
or money
or distance.
But I want money
and I want distance
I want to have it all figured out.
But really, more than anything,
I just want to lie in front of the TV
eating Doritos