real quick cause i'm bombarded with history essays and i have to take a shower
why can i not get anything? just not writing one of my english stories, have no time. miriam came over today, we went upstairs and she was like "i should be hungry in about two hours" so i said "why don't you just go to sleep for two hours then and i'll wake you up and we can eat?" and so she did. kind of. and then we made quesadillas and nearly started a fire and then anna berde came over and i just didn't feel like talking to her, she was saying how she's grounded and hse can only come here cause she D is her only friend who won't let her do anything stupid. cause she came home really stoned this weekend or something. but D wasn't even here and I didn't feel like dealing with her. and hten miriam left when there was no more food to eat. ha. i'm gonna have to find a day when i have no homework, go nap at her house after school while she's working and then eat all her food.
very happy happy happy because i got my stuff from lauren! the cd is wonderful and i'm gonna be listening to it forever, and i love the ring i was playing wiht it all day cause it spins around, really entertaining during class. and yes, joe is still hot. heh, had not thought about him in a long time. so hugs and kisses lauren, i do love you.
had yummy dream about eric last night. and then i woke up and was sad. it really hurts my heart sometimes.
things ARE going to be the same with haile and our friendship, i mean the three of us. things were very weird at the beginnign of english yesterday and i thought she didn't want to talk to me but she started talking to me at the end of class, and today we were cracking up and everything was fine. i still wish i knew what was going on. oh but so we had a whole conversation about death in english yesterday and seriously, she astounds me sometimes when she comes out and says things. so i'm left being thinking, wow i never knew that's the way she felt, she NEVER talks about it, but then she tells our whole english class. but of course if i brought it up after saying wow i had no idea, you never talk about that, she would say that's because it's not a big deal. hannaban i miss u, i haven't seen you all week.
ok i've gone on too long.
very happy happy happy because i got my stuff from lauren! the cd is wonderful and i'm gonna be listening to it forever, and i love the ring i was playing wiht it all day cause it spins around, really entertaining during class. and yes, joe is still hot. heh, had not thought about him in a long time. so hugs and kisses lauren, i do love you.
had yummy dream about eric last night. and then i woke up and was sad. it really hurts my heart sometimes.
things ARE going to be the same with haile and our friendship, i mean the three of us. things were very weird at the beginnign of english yesterday and i thought she didn't want to talk to me but she started talking to me at the end of class, and today we were cracking up and everything was fine. i still wish i knew what was going on. oh but so we had a whole conversation about death in english yesterday and seriously, she astounds me sometimes when she comes out and says things. so i'm left being thinking, wow i never knew that's the way she felt, she NEVER talks about it, but then she tells our whole english class. but of course if i brought it up after saying wow i had no idea, you never talk about that, she would say that's because it's not a big deal. hannaban i miss u, i haven't seen you all week.
ok i've gone on too long.