Joe wore a sports coat, it was hot!
I was thinking about writing my paper, but I'll do it later.
I was talking to Taylor online tonight and I learned some things. People don't know me. They never do. The saddest part is that they don't really try. I know 4 people that have me figured me out I think Christa, Sia, Ben L., Joe, and Ben from CMU. Im NOT saying that my friends don't know me, even though that's what I just wrote. They are the only one's that aren't afraid to tell me things, and think that I will judge them, or won't make me feel stupid, or hurt my feelings, which is so clear that they are but i know they would deny it, yea I caught on. The people that I think really know me really don't, and I seriously know this because they don't try. This is what made me think about things, I was talking to Taylor about something dumb with my roomate that bothered me and he totally just said basically how he would think about things, disregarding my feelings or trying to find out why this bothered me and was just like "who cares" obviously I care because it annoys me. Stop assuming that everything you think would be fine for you is fine for everyone else. Because it's not. Little and big things happen, even if you dont think its a big deal it is to someone else. Things are coming so much clearer to me now that I am reading this. This isn't intended to piss anyone off, so please dont leave comments like I know you and stuff. Because I'll just answer back "then why dont you try." It will just annoy me even more. There is a method to my maddness, and it disappoints me I guess when I'm talking to someone and they are totally just not even trying a care enough to figure out where I am coming from on situations. They listen, yes, do they care, not really cause I know you aren't really listening. Yep, peace.
So this weekend was a really nice one. Thursday Joe, Jamie, and Christa came and got me. We watched Big Fish, kinda, it was weird. I looked at Bridal Books that Christi had, they were fun. Tim and Christi are so great, I'm so happy for them. YAY!
Friday was the wedding it was beautiful and I had a really good time. It was Kurt's 21st birthday to! YAY! Christa and I were the DD's, hah ooooofff course. But it was fun. Joe and I layed on the kitchen floor for an hour i think, it was one of my favorite things about the weekend it was nice. Oh and we got Kurt some birthday presents, they were cute. I think he really appreciated it. I liked it, it made me happy.
Poppy ate food off my face.....really creepy. IN A WEIRD WAY!
Saturday I hung out with Christa, it was a good time, i miss her. Then I stayed at Joe's so I could wake him up in the morning.
Sunday Joe went to work, so I cleaned his house. It was nice, and I wanted Karen to come home to a clean home. His mommy is so great. She bought me a T-shirt it's super. Then Joe and I went to his Daddy's for dinner and I tried lobster, it was ok. It was kinda creepy looking, Joe's kept looking at me, I felt a little violated. Joe stayed the night in MT. Pleasant!!! WOW! That is huge. You might not know why, but maybe you should call and see why that is so huge. We stayed in a hotel, no dirtiness (dont worry). It was great we just layed there, watched south park, and enjoed each other, it was great. *sigh*
Today had a headache went to class slept hung out with Jourda, I love that girl to death she is such a sweetie. Then hung out with Ben which was nice we went for a walk. I really like talking to him, he is a cool kid.
Ok I'm going to talk to Joe and Shane then write a paper. GnIgHt!
I was talking to Taylor online tonight and I learned some things. People don't know me. They never do. The saddest part is that they don't really try. I know 4 people that have me figured me out I think Christa, Sia, Ben L., Joe, and Ben from CMU. Im NOT saying that my friends don't know me, even though that's what I just wrote. They are the only one's that aren't afraid to tell me things, and think that I will judge them, or won't make me feel stupid, or hurt my feelings, which is so clear that they are but i know they would deny it, yea I caught on. The people that I think really know me really don't, and I seriously know this because they don't try. This is what made me think about things, I was talking to Taylor about something dumb with my roomate that bothered me and he totally just said basically how he would think about things, disregarding my feelings or trying to find out why this bothered me and was just like "who cares" obviously I care because it annoys me. Stop assuming that everything you think would be fine for you is fine for everyone else. Because it's not. Little and big things happen, even if you dont think its a big deal it is to someone else. Things are coming so much clearer to me now that I am reading this. This isn't intended to piss anyone off, so please dont leave comments like I know you and stuff. Because I'll just answer back "then why dont you try." It will just annoy me even more. There is a method to my maddness, and it disappoints me I guess when I'm talking to someone and they are totally just not even trying a care enough to figure out where I am coming from on situations. They listen, yes, do they care, not really cause I know you aren't really listening. Yep, peace.
So this weekend was a really nice one. Thursday Joe, Jamie, and Christa came and got me. We watched Big Fish, kinda, it was weird. I looked at Bridal Books that Christi had, they were fun. Tim and Christi are so great, I'm so happy for them. YAY!
Friday was the wedding it was beautiful and I had a really good time. It was Kurt's 21st birthday to! YAY! Christa and I were the DD's, hah ooooofff course. But it was fun. Joe and I layed on the kitchen floor for an hour i think, it was one of my favorite things about the weekend it was nice. Oh and we got Kurt some birthday presents, they were cute. I think he really appreciated it. I liked it, it made me happy.
Poppy ate food off my face.....really creepy. IN A WEIRD WAY!
Saturday I hung out with Christa, it was a good time, i miss her. Then I stayed at Joe's so I could wake him up in the morning.
Sunday Joe went to work, so I cleaned his house. It was nice, and I wanted Karen to come home to a clean home. His mommy is so great. She bought me a T-shirt it's super. Then Joe and I went to his Daddy's for dinner and I tried lobster, it was ok. It was kinda creepy looking, Joe's kept looking at me, I felt a little violated. Joe stayed the night in MT. Pleasant!!! WOW! That is huge. You might not know why, but maybe you should call and see why that is so huge. We stayed in a hotel, no dirtiness (dont worry). It was great we just layed there, watched south park, and enjoed each other, it was great. *sigh*
Today had a headache went to class slept hung out with Jourda, I love that girl to death she is such a sweetie. Then hung out with Ben which was nice we went for a walk. I really like talking to him, he is a cool kid.
Ok I'm going to talk to Joe and Shane then write a paper. GnIgHt!