Life sucks ass
Well my week is goin ok i guess. My dad is really sick and my stepmom jsut got home from a funeral in Wisconsin. I got to hang out with my woman (Jami) alot and that has been fun. But sfor some reason she dont feel like she deserves me and that breaks my heart really bad. I jsut wanna cry and thats not sumthin i do to often get me right i dont ever cry. I love her with all i have to give and its hard for me to here her say that. I kinda really wnana die right now and i cant help that. Its to much for me now its seems like she dont wanna be with me and that hurts me alot. But im to sad to right so imma go now.