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It isn't fair.
Not at all.
But i can't be this selfish, so let me move on.
I'm bored. Really bored.
Today has been extremely gloomy.
i really have nothing to update about, because i haven't done anything.
the first week of school is DONE. and i'm GLAD. i don't like school. it ruins everything.
i wish i had a job, but i can't get one. i have no way of getting there.
what a gloomy update...
well last night, i got pretty bored and i wrote a poem. it's kind of like, a whole thing on schizophrenia? i don't know, comment on it.
I'll never get out, i'll never survive
the room is silent, as i'm screaming inside
the door is open and i can't escape
the shadows surround me in a ghastly shape
the four walls seem to be caving in
the lights, although bright, appear to be dim
the voices are louder, the silence kills
i'm burning inside, but i'm getting chills
the walls are closer, the ceiling's in reach
i'm sucking in air like a blood-thirsty leech
i'm losing my mind, i'm going insane
no one hears my cries as i'm screaming in pain
i'm trapped inside, i'm cold as a stone
just me and these voices, as i sit here alone.
so yeah. that's pretty much all i've done this weekend. hopefully next weekend will be better.
red eye next weekend with the lori.
i have homework but i don't feel like doing it.
oh well.
until next time,
Adriana.
Not at all.
But i can't be this selfish, so let me move on.
I'm bored. Really bored.
Today has been extremely gloomy.
i really have nothing to update about, because i haven't done anything.
the first week of school is DONE. and i'm GLAD. i don't like school. it ruins everything.
i wish i had a job, but i can't get one. i have no way of getting there.
what a gloomy update...
well last night, i got pretty bored and i wrote a poem. it's kind of like, a whole thing on schizophrenia? i don't know, comment on it.
I'll never get out, i'll never survive
the room is silent, as i'm screaming inside
the door is open and i can't escape
the shadows surround me in a ghastly shape
the four walls seem to be caving in
the lights, although bright, appear to be dim
the voices are louder, the silence kills
i'm burning inside, but i'm getting chills
the walls are closer, the ceiling's in reach
i'm sucking in air like a blood-thirsty leech
i'm losing my mind, i'm going insane
no one hears my cries as i'm screaming in pain
i'm trapped inside, i'm cold as a stone
just me and these voices, as i sit here alone.
so yeah. that's pretty much all i've done this weekend. hopefully next weekend will be better.
red eye next weekend with the lori.
i have homework but i don't feel like doing it.
oh well.
until next time,
Adriana.