Not gettin' what I want out of life. but im wearing a seatbelt.
Simpson's trivia in gov. passable test in chem. Taming of the Shrew in eng. fucking bad test in ap stats.
Whyyy must my mindless selfindulgence cd skip??!?!
missed panjo when I really wanted to go get some frustration out.
It's one of those days that if I was 18 and able, I woulda gotten a tatoo. that strange?
at this moment, Naps are my best friend. It's quite deprecating that im sitting at home on a Friday night.
I guess all this sitting here doing nothing gets me kinda pensive.
I think nick is kinda right. I need a guy who can treat me right and show me how to be myself again. show me how to have fun. not perverted fun. good-clean fun, damnit. blaaaaahhhh sooo haaaard. haha
my camera's usb thingy isnt working. I was gunna post a picture of the bracelet I made. its uber cute. but im running out of small black beads. The shining is on tonight for midnight movies but thats not my kind of movie. next week is Blue Velvet. that movie rocks so much ass. soooo strange. too bad I wont be here. ill be on my much needed disneyland trip. too bad I cant be everywhere at once that weekend.
At least I'll see John!!!! my fave camp buddy. awww he's so cooool. One of the most awesome musicians I know. memories of chill nights in the 'library' listening to him play radiohead on the piano. We shall be going out for coffeeee. jeanine... is that cool? If Ileave for like an hour? just wondering if thats ok.
Tomorrow will be filled with way lots of cleaning. My room has gadda be spotless for me to raise some money for disneyland. In the end i'll have just enough to get the 3 day pass and food to live on. I don't need anything else. Im gunna get as much rest and fun out of that trip as I can. Im soo grateful of Jeanine and Colin for inviting me along. it's soo sweet of them. I know I wouldnt want to put up with me for 3 days.... haha.
Man, it feels like Ive been typing forever. my posts are never super long cuz I never have that much to say. For me this is alot. :/
OK I have more to say, but I forgot. lost my train of thought.
I wish I could go to SF tomorrow. daaah. bye.
Whyyy must my mindless selfindulgence cd skip??!?!
missed panjo when I really wanted to go get some frustration out.
It's one of those days that if I was 18 and able, I woulda gotten a tatoo. that strange?
at this moment, Naps are my best friend. It's quite deprecating that im sitting at home on a Friday night.
I guess all this sitting here doing nothing gets me kinda pensive.
I think nick is kinda right. I need a guy who can treat me right and show me how to be myself again. show me how to have fun. not perverted fun. good-clean fun, damnit. blaaaaahhhh sooo haaaard. haha
my camera's usb thingy isnt working. I was gunna post a picture of the bracelet I made. its uber cute. but im running out of small black beads. The shining is on tonight for midnight movies but thats not my kind of movie. next week is Blue Velvet. that movie rocks so much ass. soooo strange. too bad I wont be here. ill be on my much needed disneyland trip. too bad I cant be everywhere at once that weekend.
At least I'll see John!!!! my fave camp buddy. awww he's so cooool. One of the most awesome musicians I know. memories of chill nights in the 'library' listening to him play radiohead on the piano. We shall be going out for coffeeee. jeanine... is that cool? If Ileave for like an hour? just wondering if thats ok.
Tomorrow will be filled with way lots of cleaning. My room has gadda be spotless for me to raise some money for disneyland. In the end i'll have just enough to get the 3 day pass and food to live on. I don't need anything else. Im gunna get as much rest and fun out of that trip as I can. Im soo grateful of Jeanine and Colin for inviting me along. it's soo sweet of them. I know I wouldnt want to put up with me for 3 days.... haha.
Man, it feels like Ive been typing forever. my posts are never super long cuz I never have that much to say. For me this is alot. :/
OK I have more to say, but I forgot. lost my train of thought.
I wish I could go to SF tomorrow. daaah. bye.