Jan 29, 2006 17:08
and now i think ill take myself on a date
maybe to the movies
maybe to a gunstore to blow my fucking brains out
im too apathetic to choose...
j/k getting a gun takes 2 weeks, i guess movies it is.
im so boredimsoboredimsoboredimsoboredimsobored
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wow i havent felt like this in quite some time.
i thought life was supposed to go up from highschool... but i think i reached my peak. which is sad cuz i wasn't even cool in high school. boofuckinghoo.
i solved the mystery of '60 minutes' specials on why suburban kids who had everything going for them become addicted to oxycotton...
BECAUSE IT IS SOMETHING TO FUCKING DO!!
see, i want to be addicted to a deadly drug, but i cant find anyone to sell them to me.
it would be fun, see. I'd have my dealer, and dealers are always cool, especially if you sleep with them.
and then i'd have all my druggie-friends who in the end i'd realize weren't my friends at all, but just people i would be with so that i wouldnt have to do my drug alone. i might also realize they've used me for my drug connections (since i'd be sleeping with the dealer) and then feel utterly betrayed and sad.
and then, when it got too bad, there'd be rehab!!
i've always wanted to go to rehab, especially if its a nice one with horses, like the one MK went to... although that was for anorexia. whatever.
anyway, if you have any or know anyone who does, please send drugs of any kind. actually, not pcp. i hate pcp.
im gonna try to download pyramid on my computer now, because my super bounce out trial session ran out and i must find a substitute.
this is the life i live.