things happening
i don't know what possessed me to write this entry. i haven't really done one in while. maybe it's the boredom, maybe it's the drugs. who knows? i'm not on anything, so i'll have to go with drugs, because that's clearly the incorrect answer. well, if you want to know everything that's happened to me since i last updated, you're out of luck. you should have been a part of it instead of wanting to read it. shame on you. i guess you can ask me stuff if you want, i don't mind answering questions. in fact, i enjoy it for some odd reason.
i talked to my friend becca last night. it was online and not very long, but it was really cool because i used to talk to her all the fucking time, and now i don't. that's happened to me with a lot of people. i don't know whether to think it's my fault or thiers. either way isn't good. if it's my fault, then i'm a retard and didn't want to but did it anyway, so i don't know how to stop myself from doing it; if it's not my fault, then it means that they don't like me anymore, which isn't too cheery of a thought.
back to becca. she told me to leave her a voice mail thingie, so i did...at 04:30. is it a bad thing that when i heard her voice in the recording my heart started to flutter and i could feel all of my body getting warmer?
speaking of people i haven't talked with recently, joey IMed me last night, which was cool because he used to hate me. he appologized for being all mean to me and stuff and..i don't know. it made me happy. i think we're hanging out today if my mom stops being a wench (haha like that'll happen).
i guess that's good enough for now.
new news: i'm hanging out with lisa today! this makes me mucho excited because i just got to use my super spanish skills.
i talked to my friend becca last night. it was online and not very long, but it was really cool because i used to talk to her all the fucking time, and now i don't. that's happened to me with a lot of people. i don't know whether to think it's my fault or thiers. either way isn't good. if it's my fault, then i'm a retard and didn't want to but did it anyway, so i don't know how to stop myself from doing it; if it's not my fault, then it means that they don't like me anymore, which isn't too cheery of a thought.
back to becca. she told me to leave her a voice mail thingie, so i did...at 04:30. is it a bad thing that when i heard her voice in the recording my heart started to flutter and i could feel all of my body getting warmer?
speaking of people i haven't talked with recently, joey IMed me last night, which was cool because he used to hate me. he appologized for being all mean to me and stuff and..i don't know. it made me happy. i think we're hanging out today if my mom stops being a wench (haha like that'll happen).
i guess that's good enough for now.
new news: i'm hanging out with lisa today! this makes me mucho excited because i just got to use my super spanish skills.