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i can't take this. ive never felt so alone in my entire life. im losing myself. im so lost. i have absolutely no where to go. and i cant take help from anyone. i just don't know anymore about anything. im an absolute failure with everything. everyone in my family hates me. everyone. no one in my life remains. i cannot take this. i dont know what im going to do. i cant do anything. im hurting so badly by everything. im so alone with everything i think and do. no one truly cares. i feel that way. and its horrible. im so sorry if people are sick of hearing depressing things if at all i just cant hold it in any longer. and i dont know what im going to do after this post. im lost. utterly lost. LOST. i just need to be by myself. and torment myself. and drive myself even further crazy and insane. when will there ever be peace? NEVER. and you know why? because im weak. I AM WEAK. i cannot deal with everything. im hurting so bad. theres no where to go. and where is love?