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i love muscles because i can call her at 4am & cry about a stupid boy i used to date, and she will make me feel 175% better about it. i'm really nervous about what i'm going to say tonight, because i can not cry. crying is absolutely out of the question. and i don't want to turn it into a big mess. and i don't want to offend him. but it has to change, or i have to let go of it. and i know it will never change. i think he has some kind of psychic power that makes me fall in love with him every time i see him. ugh.
i am sort of obsessed with the andy milonakis show right now. because it's pretty much the funniest thing i've ever seen. it's exactly how soy and i act. and i'm also obsessing over the fucking number that won't stop calling my cell phone. it's fucking annoying as hell and it would be super cool if they had the balls to talk when i pick up, or answer when i call back. fagsss.
brian left his cell phone at my house. i'm sort of thinking about going back to my old stalkerish ways and turning it on and checking messages and such. but i think that would break trust, and it's too early to do that. haha but it's so tempting it hurts. i'm not expecting to find anything, because we were great, but still... UGH. this is probably something really great to be writing about on lj haha i'm so retarded. i don't care, i don't think i've ever done it to anyone who reads this. lol
i think i should give props to all of the loves in my life right now, because these people were all insanely amazing to me over the weekend!!! like J, eddie, PILGRIMFACE!, muscles, soy, & our original crew! AND KELLY!! i love you so much and i haven't talked to you in so long and i was so happy you called the other night!!! AND IM SO HAPPY YOU BOUGHT WHITE TANK TOPS NOW!!! i'll never have to see your bra again! hahahah
life is sweeet.
i am sort of obsessed with the andy milonakis show right now. because it's pretty much the funniest thing i've ever seen. it's exactly how soy and i act. and i'm also obsessing over the fucking number that won't stop calling my cell phone. it's fucking annoying as hell and it would be super cool if they had the balls to talk when i pick up, or answer when i call back. fagsss.
brian left his cell phone at my house. i'm sort of thinking about going back to my old stalkerish ways and turning it on and checking messages and such. but i think that would break trust, and it's too early to do that. haha but it's so tempting it hurts. i'm not expecting to find anything, because we were great, but still... UGH. this is probably something really great to be writing about on lj haha i'm so retarded. i don't care, i don't think i've ever done it to anyone who reads this. lol
i think i should give props to all of the loves in my life right now, because these people were all insanely amazing to me over the weekend!!! like J, eddie, PILGRIMFACE!, muscles, soy, & our original crew! AND KELLY!! i love you so much and i haven't talked to you in so long and i was so happy you called the other night!!! AND IM SO HAPPY YOU BOUGHT WHITE TANK TOPS NOW!!! i'll never have to see your bra again! hahahah
life is sweeet.