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Being suspended was the best thing that could've happened to me right now (realastically of course). I finally don't feel stressed out. I am all smiles. This early vacation feels great. But why, oh why do I have to be at MSSD for my sweet 16?!?!? Being suspended for something I didn't do... Pissed me off but find it funny.
As for livejournal... I forgot it existed. My bad.
Off the point:
I just can't stand patronizing people. For example, when someone comes up to me and says, "no, you can't walk on the grass" with a wagging finger, over dramatic lip movements and over-simplified talk. I am not 3 years old. That sort of thing guarantees the ignorant person will see my temper. Just because a person is deaf, doesn't mean they have a 3 year old's brain.
Being in florida is fine, except for some of the local idiotic adult deafies in this teenyass town. They are low, serious case. They act like little kids, though they are adults. Yelling, hooting, telling others what to do with their life and accusing others of laziness and backstabbing when they sit their asses at home and do nothing except gossip pisses me off.
Yesterday, I was outside on the front lawn of my house picking something up when a car drove past. I glanced at it because it started to slow down, and there was this old dude in the backseat signing and pointing at my house. When he saw me, the driver immediately sped up and got the hell outta there. My family and I moving back doesn't warrant people treating... This isn't freaking show and tell. The small-town mentality kills me.
There's this girl, she's a 4.0 student, goes to a community college in town. She's smart, hella cool.
She just has never had a boyfriend, no real friends, cuz she's been stuck in this teeny town.
She works, goes to school. She got a full scholarship to RIT. Decided to fly over and visit. Her parents got mad because she quit her job, she said it was too much for her. They were even more mad that she was considering rit. They want her to stay local and take care of them. They accused her of being lazy. They say that when they themselves are jobless, complain of not being able to get a job. Look at them! They don't even try. They sit at home all day and make her do errands for them. Wtf is that?
She's 20. All the girl wants is a life. And the parents are mad at my family, because they told her I was at mssd. The girl said, "hillary is only 15, she has been a lot of places and got a lot of life experience. Why can't I do that?"
They are pissed that she started thinking about herself.
I can't stand people like that.
It scares me, being stuck in a small town *shudders*
I'm a big-city girl.
I have to have constant simulation.
I have to be learning constantly and seeing new things, experiencing new things. Being stuck in a cycle of sameness would kill my spirit.
Life is beyootiful.
Why don't more people realize that?
So many people don't take advantage of life and everything it has to offer. For fear of new things and challenges, some would prefer to stay with what they have, even if it makes them miserable. Life is short, every minute is precious.
If people in this world actually used all their potential, the world would probably be a much better place.
There are so many people who need to relearn the things that were taught in kindergarten, such as: sharing, respect, manners.
Geez.
There are so many people who have forgotten how to relax and have FUN!
How freaking sad.
As for me, I realize I've lost track of my goals and what I really want. I don't even know. I used to know. I've just been sidetracked dealing with so many things I haven't been able to focus on myself.
Me is the start.
Now that I'm all relaxed and everything, I gotta do some thinking and remember what I want.
I'm done ranting.
Got something to do.
Rant more later.
I'm out.
Being suspended was the best thing that could've happened to me right now (realastically of course). I finally don't feel stressed out. I am all smiles. This early vacation feels great. But why, oh why do I have to be at MSSD for my sweet 16?!?!? Being suspended for something I didn't do... Pissed me off but find it funny.
As for livejournal... I forgot it existed. My bad.
Off the point:
I just can't stand patronizing people. For example, when someone comes up to me and says, "no, you can't walk on the grass" with a wagging finger, over dramatic lip movements and over-simplified talk. I am not 3 years old. That sort of thing guarantees the ignorant person will see my temper. Just because a person is deaf, doesn't mean they have a 3 year old's brain.
Being in florida is fine, except for some of the local idiotic adult deafies in this teenyass town. They are low, serious case. They act like little kids, though they are adults. Yelling, hooting, telling others what to do with their life and accusing others of laziness and backstabbing when they sit their asses at home and do nothing except gossip pisses me off.
Yesterday, I was outside on the front lawn of my house picking something up when a car drove past. I glanced at it because it started to slow down, and there was this old dude in the backseat signing and pointing at my house. When he saw me, the driver immediately sped up and got the hell outta there. My family and I moving back doesn't warrant people treating... This isn't freaking show and tell. The small-town mentality kills me.
There's this girl, she's a 4.0 student, goes to a community college in town. She's smart, hella cool.
She just has never had a boyfriend, no real friends, cuz she's been stuck in this teeny town.
She works, goes to school. She got a full scholarship to RIT. Decided to fly over and visit. Her parents got mad because she quit her job, she said it was too much for her. They were even more mad that she was considering rit. They want her to stay local and take care of them. They accused her of being lazy. They say that when they themselves are jobless, complain of not being able to get a job. Look at them! They don't even try. They sit at home all day and make her do errands for them. Wtf is that?
She's 20. All the girl wants is a life. And the parents are mad at my family, because they told her I was at mssd. The girl said, "hillary is only 15, she has been a lot of places and got a lot of life experience. Why can't I do that?"
They are pissed that she started thinking about herself.
I can't stand people like that.
It scares me, being stuck in a small town *shudders*
I'm a big-city girl.
I have to have constant simulation.
I have to be learning constantly and seeing new things, experiencing new things. Being stuck in a cycle of sameness would kill my spirit.
Life is beyootiful.
Why don't more people realize that?
So many people don't take advantage of life and everything it has to offer. For fear of new things and challenges, some would prefer to stay with what they have, even if it makes them miserable. Life is short, every minute is precious.
If people in this world actually used all their potential, the world would probably be a much better place.
There are so many people who need to relearn the things that were taught in kindergarten, such as: sharing, respect, manners.
Geez.
There are so many people who have forgotten how to relax and have FUN!
How freaking sad.
As for me, I realize I've lost track of my goals and what I really want. I don't even know. I used to know. I've just been sidetracked dealing with so many things I haven't been able to focus on myself.
Me is the start.
Now that I'm all relaxed and everything, I gotta do some thinking and remember what I want.
I'm done ranting.
Got something to do.
Rant more later.
I'm out.