I'm sorry

[shloom]

I allways tell all my friends not to cut them selves or hurt them selves, then I go and do it myself. I tell them that they cant do it because of they have friends and people who love and care about them. I have noone. I have no friends or anyone that cares. I can't go on feeling like this for all my life, I felt like this for over a year but I try

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Re: Mike!

[shloom]

It's not just a matter of friends. alot of it is people just not giving a shit. everyday I talk someone out of something stupid or try to cheer them up but when ever I need someone to talk to no one is to be seen. Like it would be nice just to hear "Hey mike hows it going?" or just friendly conversation for once. I like trying to help people, and I will gladly do it but no one seems to give a shit about what happens to me. Shannon is probably the best example of this shes the most selfish person I know, you could be talking to her about something and she will try her best to turn it around and make it about her. This girl yana who I was kinda friends with, she wzs depressed alot and I talked to her about it all the time trying to make her feel better, she would just call and tell me how bad everything is. oneday I was super depressed and had no one to talk to, I thought I'd call yana and try to talk to her about it. she said I don't give a shit. then the next day she called back crying telling me how awful her rich suburban popular life was, even worse was I actually listened to her instead of telling her to fuck off.