Apr 29, 2006 03:12
and I apologize for any misspellings, but i'm slightly intoxicated. but i had a ball tonight. spending time with people whom i love. and it's been great. and it's helping me make judgements, even though i'm tupically against those. but these are for my own sake, and there you have it.
the last week and a half since returning to the states has been a whirlwind. we had our presentation on thursday, and it was great except that my poverty section somehow got mostly deleted... fuckin a. but it was really well received. and i'm glad for that. even if i need to lean on my friends, especially those at the MoFo house, instead of on the other 9 Nica students. it's been weird. we just need our other friends at this point.
last night we tried celebrating my 21st birthday at hamburger mary's, and it was tons of fun. steve, adam, andrew, megan, megan's mom and dad, mo, kaitlyn, and several others joined us. it was amazing, even though i didn't get completely torn up or make bad decisions as i feel one should on their 21st birthday.
so i tried again tonight, and only managed to have a spectavular time with the women and men i love dearly. jess invited me to senior ball, so i will be a charming and attractive armpiece for her - she deserves it! and i got to see tons of great people at two houses... and i washed the dishes in a kitchen for one of them. they're great girls. deserve it.
i returned to the MoFo house to spend about 20 minutes in a hottub (hottub party tomorrow night! woo! i'm the DJ!) it was great. and good conversations. so, before going to bed right now, i tried making a phone call, but it just doens't seem like things work out sometimes. that's too bad, but i've learned to accept and appreciate what i have.
amnd for that reason, i'm very greatful to spend tonight in a couch next to megan, back from ghana, who will be sleeping next to me. she's one of my best friends, and we had very different experiences, but i'm glad to have her back in my life. so here we are, charging forward.
take care.
it's good to be back.