Amazing
So I was looking at my last post and I said that I didn't want a relationship with Marco and we wanted different things and on and on about all this stuff...
Fast foward a month and here we are, dating for a month and a half and this is the happiest I have ever been in my life. It's amazing how you find what you're lookin for when and where you least expect it. I am so damn thankful and lucky that I have him in my life. I don't know what it is about us but we're perfect for each other. We get along so well, I am so comfortable just being around him, and I don't know what it is but I have fallen for him really really hard. We just got back from a weekend in Maine together (I went to Sebago!! YAY!) and Friday night it was just the 2 of us with a DiGiorno pizza watching A Bronx Tale (excellent movie btw) in a little cabin in the woods, and it was perfect. Sitting on the couch with his arm around me, putting our feet up on the other chairs, a pizza and drinks between us... I could not ask for more than that. I could see us doing that some Friday night when we're like 30 in our own house. I'm insane, I know. I never believed in soul mates and I know we've only known each other for 2 months, but I honestly believe he is my other half. Before dinner and a movie we went down to the beach closest to our cabin and sat on the rocks, watching the sun set over the water and there was a mini lighthouse on the shore, and it was perfect. That's the only way I can describe it as- perfect. That's the only way I can describe us. I know, I'm insane. We know we are, but we really don't care.
He is everything I have ever wanted in a man. He's Italian (speaks Italian and everything... yeah I'm ethnocentric so shush). He's handsome. He's a handyman of sorts (is a plumber, can fix a car, bbqs, knows about computers, stereotypical manly-man stuff), but he's also sweet and can cook and does my dishes so my hands won't get all pruney and greasy. He treats me like a princess, like I am the most important thing in this world, and to him I honestly believe I am. I would go to the ends of the world for him, I'd do anything he asks at all, and he would do the same for me. He doesn't like country music, but maybe after a while he'll tolerate it for me. I guess that's his one drawback.
I know, 2 months is a little early to be saying all this stuff. Something about him, though, I just don't know what it is. I can see myself as Dr. D. (for I will have my PhD and no one can pronounce his last name lol). I'm trying to be careful because I just got really really hurt in a sucky relationship, but I can't think that he's going to do the same to me, because I know he won't. He's different from any person I have ever met and I thank whoever is out there every night for putting us together. I guess Megan is to thank. We should send her a fruit basket or a fruitcake or something to show our gratitude.
Ok back to work for me... even though I'm not working really cuz there's nothing for me to do.
l8r
<3 Savior Ashley
Fast foward a month and here we are, dating for a month and a half and this is the happiest I have ever been in my life. It's amazing how you find what you're lookin for when and where you least expect it. I am so damn thankful and lucky that I have him in my life. I don't know what it is about us but we're perfect for each other. We get along so well, I am so comfortable just being around him, and I don't know what it is but I have fallen for him really really hard. We just got back from a weekend in Maine together (I went to Sebago!! YAY!) and Friday night it was just the 2 of us with a DiGiorno pizza watching A Bronx Tale (excellent movie btw) in a little cabin in the woods, and it was perfect. Sitting on the couch with his arm around me, putting our feet up on the other chairs, a pizza and drinks between us... I could not ask for more than that. I could see us doing that some Friday night when we're like 30 in our own house. I'm insane, I know. I never believed in soul mates and I know we've only known each other for 2 months, but I honestly believe he is my other half. Before dinner and a movie we went down to the beach closest to our cabin and sat on the rocks, watching the sun set over the water and there was a mini lighthouse on the shore, and it was perfect. That's the only way I can describe it as- perfect. That's the only way I can describe us. I know, I'm insane. We know we are, but we really don't care.
He is everything I have ever wanted in a man. He's Italian (speaks Italian and everything... yeah I'm ethnocentric so shush). He's handsome. He's a handyman of sorts (is a plumber, can fix a car, bbqs, knows about computers, stereotypical manly-man stuff), but he's also sweet and can cook and does my dishes so my hands won't get all pruney and greasy. He treats me like a princess, like I am the most important thing in this world, and to him I honestly believe I am. I would go to the ends of the world for him, I'd do anything he asks at all, and he would do the same for me. He doesn't like country music, but maybe after a while he'll tolerate it for me. I guess that's his one drawback.
I know, 2 months is a little early to be saying all this stuff. Something about him, though, I just don't know what it is. I can see myself as Dr. D. (for I will have my PhD and no one can pronounce his last name lol). I'm trying to be careful because I just got really really hurt in a sucky relationship, but I can't think that he's going to do the same to me, because I know he won't. He's different from any person I have ever met and I thank whoever is out there every night for putting us together. I guess Megan is to thank. We should send her a fruit basket or a fruitcake or something to show our gratitude.
Ok back to work for me... even though I'm not working really cuz there's nothing for me to do.
l8r
<3 Savior Ashley