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i will miss him sooo much...
as i kno my grandfather had died mentally a long time ago...its still really sad...it was exactly 6 months since my grandma had passed away and it just feels like de javu...yet i kno they are both in a better place now...it didnt really hit me wen my grandma passed...i guess it was because i still saw my grandpa and he was half of her...yet now its like a huge piece of my family is gone...i didnt even realize really how much im gunna miss them until we were driving through brooklyn...we pulled up 2 the house and i realized they aren't gunna b there...ever again... all i have left is memories...climbing up the steep stairs...hearing my grandmother groan and complain as if it were mount everest, playing cards w/ my grandpa, and all the other little things...
yet i especially feel sorry for my greatuncle...hes the last one left of 5 brothers and 2 sisters...he devouted his life to his family...and now he has nothing...just neices and nephews and a great heart...
i realized you should never take your family for granted...no matter what your family will always be there for you...its usually the only source of unconditional love you get...i mean friends and boyfriends usually come and go...but family is always there. i still believe its important to have many friends yet one can have a million friends throughout their life but they will only have one family.
*youre in our hearts forever*
<3shelby
as i kno my grandfather had died mentally a long time ago...its still really sad...it was exactly 6 months since my grandma had passed away and it just feels like de javu...yet i kno they are both in a better place now...it didnt really hit me wen my grandma passed...i guess it was because i still saw my grandpa and he was half of her...yet now its like a huge piece of my family is gone...i didnt even realize really how much im gunna miss them until we were driving through brooklyn...we pulled up 2 the house and i realized they aren't gunna b there...ever again... all i have left is memories...climbing up the steep stairs...hearing my grandmother groan and complain as if it were mount everest, playing cards w/ my grandpa, and all the other little things...
yet i especially feel sorry for my greatuncle...hes the last one left of 5 brothers and 2 sisters...he devouted his life to his family...and now he has nothing...just neices and nephews and a great heart...
i realized you should never take your family for granted...no matter what your family will always be there for you...its usually the only source of unconditional love you get...i mean friends and boyfriends usually come and go...but family is always there. i still believe its important to have many friends yet one can have a million friends throughout their life but they will only have one family.
*youre in our hearts forever*
<3shelby