Jun 09, 2004 18:19
yea yea...so i haven't written in a longgg timee...
this past week has been sad...:(...i miss my grandma:(
i realized that lately ive been acting really happy...yet im just a mess inside...
its funny how some friends can seem to just disappear wen i need them most...
sooo many things bother me...school needs 2 be over...
i keep stressing/ worring that i wont get in2 college...it upsets me...
i think im gunna go 2 the beach by myself one day...just cuz it wud be relaxing...yet also b/c my friends only wanna go 2 the beach w/ me so i can drive and thats not right...
my mom is def my best friend...
my venting is over...thanx