Oct 11, 2005 22:26
normally, i wouldn't update so soon, esp since there's nothing that's different since yesterday. but since yesterday's update was so morose, i feel like i need to lighten the mood.
Not much is different. I still really hate my job. loathe it even. I feel like i sold my soul. The funny part is that implies I sold it to the devil, yet i'm working for the "good side." But it has gotten more tolerable bc I'm a control freak and work extra hard so I can be the one to do the important pages (like the front, jumps and spreads). The only hard part ist hat after I lay it out, I have to get approval from the manager. and she usually then physically changes it so much that it no longer resembles anything that I would do. so I can no longer include it in my portfolio. bleck.
and that's really it. still no social life, which is starting to drive me nuts. I thought that my work would at least be an outlet when I moved here. but that's def a no-go. mmm. i s'pose that perhaps my expectations are a little too high after only living here a mere five months. but man. you know how when you're walkin down the street and you see people talking to themselves? only they're not bc they have the stupid earbuds on and they're actually on the phone? yeah. that's me. only without the earbud. i'm beginning to understand how extreme solitude actually makes people go insane. i feel like i'm gonna burst!
Th-th-th-th-that's all folks! shout out to mic for the stellar drunk dial yesterday. Thanks for helping improve what was a pretty rough day. check this too ... i got to talk to ben zirkel! blast. from. the. past. okay. no. not really. but it was still fun. ya'll made me laugh.