Jan 23, 2009 16:27
So it's been a month and Steve and I still havent talked. Or in other words, Steve has not talked to me. I think I really hate him. I mean I get it he doesn't want to be with me or whatever his deal is, but really how can he hate me that much? Like to know that he cares that little for me makes me want to die. What did I ever do to him? Can you really just wake up one day and decided you don't give a shit about someone that you were that close to for 3 years?
Not that I even want to talk to him. It would just make me feel worse. But if I knew he had tried to contact me, It would just make me feel better. Like maybe he felt a little bad, or to know he even thought about me at all. But i think its pretty clear that wont be happening. Im pretty sure he doesn't think about me at all...
Fuck him.